I’m scared

Ello lil sparkles!!
From my first blogpost when I used to write anonymously upto now when you all know who I am, I have always been honest with you guys.
Whether it was happiness or sorrow I shared it with all of you. So today when I'm scared I don't think its something I have to hide.

My blogs are kind of my personal space where I get to express myself. Sometimes these rants help others which makes me glad and other times it makes me feel less burdened. So today hopefully after writing this blogpost I will feel stronger. Today I'm scared.

I'm scared about what the future holds. I'm scared about turning into an adult. I'm scared thinking about decisions. I'm terrified of what will happen to my career and life. For a person like me who has always seen the brighter side of life and tried to be happy 99% of the time this feeling is foreign. It's something that knocks the air out of me.

But I have started seeing life in a different way. Everyone has a turning point in life. Today I think is mine. I'm never going to stop being the class clown or the most cheerful person around. That's one of my best qualities and I'm never letting it go. But I'm gonna use my fear to create something positive. Something that would make my loved ones proud…more than anything make me feel like I didn't waste my sparkle.

So my lil sparkles it's ok to be scared. I'm saying that because I'm terrified but there's always enough light for us to scrape through. Hopefully I will have you all with me on my journey too❤️

Lots of love
Sparklinglyyours
-N💎

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Author: sparklinglyyours

If u ever feel like u have lost ur sparkle hit me up and I'll light u up

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