Peek a boo

Mirror mirror on the wall Just tell me I’m prettier than them all. 

Everyday in the morning when I wake up I’m either super confident and cute or right at rock bottom thinking that I’m so ugly that the mirror might break. I’m sure you all have days when you wished you had a dimple ( I have one on my right cheek😑), that your eyebrows were better or in my case that jawline would finally come out if it’s hiding and show itself. 

In men’s case I hear them complaining about their guns 💪 and their packs. They too have a constant disappointment with their jawline. 

The thing is all of our best features are playing peek a boo. They are hiding deep within and the entire world sees it except us. While your complaing about that thigh gap look up in the mirror and see how beautiful your smile is. While cursing the lord for not giving you the perfect lashes think about the sparkly eyes that hide within. 

Peeking through you is a new shine a new light that you need to discover. While the world marvels your features it’s time for you to accept them as your best. It’s like this elegant dress or this out there jacket that looks great on the mannequin and then when you buy it you wonder what happened to the magic. But the moment you feel confident that you can rock it ,immediately the dress looks prettier ,that jacket fits better. 

It’s time that you change the societies definition of beautiful and define yourself as your beautiful. I respect Ashley Graham for saying that “There’s no such thing as plus size it’s MY SIZE

She showed me that with or without cellulite. Jawline or no jawline. We still can look drop dead gorgeous. Wear stripes and crop tops. Dresses and dungarees. 

The moment you embrace your flaws you take the power away from the world to make you feel worthless. You seek the inner sparkle that’s hiding. Look Un the mirror and find your best feature and tell your self that it is more powerful than all your flaws. 

I hope this makes you love yourself a little more. And your inner goddess (god not forgotint my male counterparts😜) doesn’t play peek a boo
Lots of love 

Sparklinglyyours                                   -N🖤

Special mention: creativepassion29 for  pressing the like on all my blogs and reading all of them❤

Behind blinds 

Do you hear that??? It’s a laugh a giggle that distinct sound that’s makes you wanna break a smile too. We all have a goofy friend that has our back. She /he is always so happy.  Like a literal ball of sunshine …they are just always smiling. You can always count on them to make you feel better about everything. 

You would never guess what’s going on in their mind cause they themselves are trying to forget what happened back home or in the dark of the night. Their smile was so wide that you never know about the bruises. What the long sleeves and the concealer could hide. 
Often I look at such people and think they are so lucky. Rich family ,loving parents ,understanding father ,kind mother. He / She can shop their heart out and still shop some more. But then how do I know what happens behind the curtains ? What nightmares they face while making every believe in their fake beautiful dream. 

When the doors closed the puzzle broke 

So did the pieces of her heart with words

Where the light didn’t shine she hid her tears 

The armour came down for the wounds to heal 

But when the light shined the Shards glue together 

She put the pieces back to paint the beautiful puzzle that the outside world had falsely painted 

We never know what’s happening behind those blinds ….each and every one of us has our own battle so be kind. Hug your happiest friend for me ? Just like that who knows maybe they need it ? Maybe that would make you the cause of their smile for once ?
LOTS OF LOVE 

Sparklinglyyours

-N🖤

Why single ??

I thought the first one with a needle and thread would stitch my heart together The second with glue would stick the broken pieces back.              With patience I realised I never wanted a tailor or an artist                 I needed a doctor to heal my heart with love 

Patience a word that can decide between who you are and who you want to be. In today’s world I think this golden word is something we keep loosing. Waiting in line or for someone is literally the most annoying thing for us. We pay extra to get the first seats …..the first chance. 
Teenagers lack patience In soo many situations. Especially Love. We vulnerable souls trust and love the first one who speaks the words we want to hear. Or sing the tune we want to hum. I myself being a teenager can be sooo impatient. But one thing I have patience with is finding my Better half. 

People often ask me why a seventeen year old doesn’t have someone else ? Well I laugh it off usually and say who would date someone like me ?Also I love my parents too much to break their trust. But the major  reason is in Ed Sheeran’s words “How can I love someone else before I learn to love myself ?”

I believe that if I am going to love and live my life for somebody else half of my life why don’t I love myself truly first. Make sure that I have patiently waited for the right person who would slowly learn to love me like I would love myself. Someone who knows everything about him only then would they be able to love my flaws … love those little things that I slowly accepted as my features. 

It may take you a few tries to get your Picasso who paints your picture even better then you could. For some it would be their first love well for others it might be a lover in their 60s. 

So if people find love after their 50s how is it uncool for me to be patient and love my self in my teens ? Surely I would love for someone to text me good night with a kiss emoji every day and ask me how my day was but If I could survive without it for 17 long years surely a patient 3-4 more won’t hurt right ??? 

What’s your take on love and patience? Have you already found your little love or are you patiently waiting like me ??? 
Lots of love ❤️ 

Sparklinglyyours 

-N

If you ever want to talkkkk 

Sparklinglyyours@gmail.com

Effortless effort 

Ello lovelies!!

How are you guys today ? It’s a gloomy Sunday from where I come from. And 3/4 th of day was buried in exams and tution. 2 hours stolen by sleep. Now the only sparkly thing in a distance is the oscar awards that La La Land may sweep. 
So today is not just about the oscars. It’s about efforts. It show millions of people put their life together to entertain us. How actors sacrifice their privacy,.,,their family ….,how directors burn the midnight oil. How the technicians work behind the scenes for almost no credit. 
Sometimes we can easily feel like those technicians. We might work for countless hours but the end result may not always be what we wanted. People and more than often the Ones we want to impress may turn a blind eye to our hours of dedication. 

They may easily tell you that you are worthless or that you will amount to nothing in life. They may tell you that you don’t work hard enough. 

But guys the only person who you need to satisfy is yourself. If at the end of the day you feel that you did one productive thing that made you smile or made somebody smile then isn’t that day more than fruitful. You each one of you are like precious diamonds. Who are they who don’t know anything about who you are to tell you that your not worth it ? Or to decode what your worth 

We all have moments where we wish people saw our efforts. Like don’t appreciate it but don’t tell me that it’s worth nothing. No one other than me knows about the sleepless nights about the little sacrifice. And why are we wasting our tears and constantly making efforts?
To see that special someone smile who doesn’t think twice before calling us worthless and breaking our hearts into a million shards

But open your eyes and see your smile. That 32 calcium teeth that were made specially for you. And tell yourself that one day they will see that YOU ARE WHAT YOU WANT TO BE. You see your efforts and so do I. So with a little bit of believe let’s sparkle the shit out of the haters shall we ? 

Love lotsssss 

Sparklinglyyours

-N

Ps. Still can’t wait to gush over the oscar dresses and RYAN GOSLING🙈🖤

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The missing spark

Ello lovelies ,

As I’m writing this blog post I just finished my tuition physics test. So as any normal person would I studied the whole day yesterday or atleast did my best at it. I mean there’s only a few things you can do when Newton plays soccer with electrons in your head. 
You could force some more information in your head , stuff your face with food or do what I did binge watch the last episodes of a show you kept pending. Personally I love Rom-coms…sit shows and recently developed taste in crime-mystery. (That somehow sounded so poised in my head )
The Missing 2 was something I heard so many people rave about so obviously I joined the party and watched it. The show literally blew my mind. Like the same feeling I had when I realised that Trump is the president of United States x 100. Ya lost a few brain cells but gained a million soul cells 
Without giving any spoilers the show is about how little girls who were abducted and lost everything. Her childhood , education, love from her parents, her sibling , friends, her dignity and virginity. All those things that is a birthright of every person out there. 

I realised how easily I take my choices for granted. My parents , I love them to bits. But do I appreciate them as much as I would if I was taken? Food and a good place to live. That girl was striped off everything this universe ever owned her just because another man thought it could be a source of enjoyment. If you think this is fiction I would like to tell you it’s not. 
1000s of girls are deprived of their choices so make yours carefully. Sex is something which we casually joke about is being used as a source of abuse. Losing it to someone who is not your choice is not something any person should have to face. 
I salute anyone who has survived any kind of assault or deprivation of choice. We all were born with our own sparkle and some unfortunate people had theirs stolen. So it’s our duty to shower them with glitter cause these faces are the ones that need to glow. 

 People often wondered , even asked her why she lived in a world of black and white.

She wished they saw how filling them with different hues of her own was more beautiful than living in a world of fake colours. 💕

Love you allllll ❤🖤❤🖤

Sparklinglyyours 

-N

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*******these thoughts are my personal opinion and is not intended to offend anyone ****

Lonely love

Be careful with who u give parts of your heart and your trust. Because your giving them the power to crush your heart when it’s already quite broken. 

-N✨
L. O. V. E. Four letters one syllable that can make Or break a person. It’s like oxygen you need it to survive no matter how much you deny it. Especially when Valentine’s Day is round the corner this four letter word becomes a game. 

A business one for eateries and novelty shops , a fun one for youngsters,a serious one for parents and life for the old. Personally I think Valentine’s Day is a tad bit overrated. Do we really need a day to show our significant other how much we care for them. I might sound so predictable (I mean I’m not above a few gifts and cupcakes my self BUT wen your single people constantly gushing about their love life is the last thing anybody wants to hear )
For some people spending this day alone is a CHOICE for others it’s a lack of the right person and the right time .., for a few its denial. For me it’s the first. A choice to be the best form of happiness alone till I feel the need of sharing my sparkle with someone else. No offence to the ones heads over heels over others. 
So this is my survival guide to this Valentine’s 

1. Ignore alll the gushing happy couples 
2. Who said you need others to buy you presents? Go ahead and buy a gift or better gifts. 
3. Go out with your real loves Your parents or your best friends ( DO NOT third wheel. You might commit homicide or suicide )
4. At night cosy up and realise how amazingly amazing you are with or without someone 
5. Lastly kiss your Harry Styles poster at the back of your room. Cause secretly we all wish we had him on Valentine’s Day as our Valentine right ? ( don’t worr your secret is safe with me ) TMI I’m a Niall girl 😝

Ps. After posting this my cousin said he doesn’t want to kiss Harry  so for the guys out there it’s Better if you keep your cooties to your self 😂😂😂
So what’s your plans this Valentine’s?

Love you all. 

Sparklinglyyours

-N

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Mental magic 

To the outside world She’s the definition of perfect 

So put together so poised 

She made the illusion of being on her A game. A mastered ART. 

Her every move was so composed 

But deep inside behind the scenes 

Her mental health is in the trenches 

Every smile looks effortless

No one knows how the strings are breaking on the other side. 
We spend thousands of bucks on health these days. Insurance companies have made our very existence a business. Hospitals on every corner. Medicines to cure every little physical pain. Then why do I see so many people making a joke of mental pain. 
Isn’t keeping yourself sane more important than anything else in this world. It’s so easy to ignore the little indications. Every person out there faces stress. Even the ones that look the most put together. We all have times we doubt our being or question our feelings. For some, overcoming this is easy; for others believing that they might be ill is traumatising. They try to conceal it cause they know that half of the population out there will think you’re just making it up. 
But the real winners are the ones that get to the root of the problem. Admitting that you are ill is the step that will take you closer to happiness. Then you need to let someone know. Anxiety, panic attacks can rock you and your life to your very core; but at that time you need a rock to hold on. If your parents are not the best option in the 21 st century your friends definitely are. They will get you. Trust me. And little by little you will reach a happy place. A place which isn’t the world’s definition of perfect but definitely yours. 
Everyone in this world has their own set of problems so be kind. Let them see your sparkle and don’t let anyone take it away from you ❤✨
If you need any help. Let me know will ya ??❤
Sparklinglyyours 

-N 
(Having closely observed anxiety I felt comfortable writing about it. The content is based on my views and i hope doesn’t offend anyone ) 
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