Ello sparkles!!I’m so sorry for being MIA lately. Physics , Chemistry and Biology were restricting the Literature brain and soul cells from growing. Right now I’m having the time of my life relaxing on a quick weekend getaway. Tomorrow I get back to reality which is terrifying.
I’ll get back to 14 hours work days … 4 hours of sleep…and 4000 pages of knowledge. Knowledge that won’t really help me to solve real life problems. The real deal ..the actual shit. It may solve monetary issues but in no way is knowing how Electrons move when subjected to potential difference gonna help me. What I really need to learn is how to use my potential to actually create a difference in the time of a crisis.
I need to be taught that I’m strong..to deal with anything life throws at me. I need to be educated on how to never be dishonest about my flaws or my insecurities. I need to understand that I am human and I’ll make mistakes but in the end life will not end. It will always give me a second chance to showcase my sparkle.
I can’t try and change our education system. After all that I have said I’ll still go back and give it my 99% to learn that near useless information to the best of my ability. But I CAN ask you to have a little faith in yourself. And to learn the lessons that life will teach you. To believe in yourself that if you can learn Physics and Chemistry or History and Accounting then you can definitely survive high school , arguments, jealousy, misunderstandings and hate. The only person who deserves the hate is Newton for teaching us that gravity holds us to the earth but not teaching us how we should hold on to others😂.
Remember you are above it all. And all your efforts need not be just to come first in school. Try to come in the list of the best thousands you know.
Lots of love
Do you ever feel like a bottle of pop ? Like you would explode any minute. Your gathering momentum from all the little things that everyone kept telling you and then suddenly one domino sets it motion. You explode with great velocity making a mess and causing a catastrophe.
I feel that when people I love or want to impress don't even acknowledge my efforts. I'm not asking you to praise me but I'm definitely not inviting you to insult me. Tell me that I'll never amount to anything or that all my work is for nothing.
Has Anyone told you that you don't make any sacrifices? That you haven't amounted to anything your whole life. Well my little sparklers let's get this straight. We all shine with our own light. And the ones who can't see this bright shine are simply blind aren't they ?
Well I'm telling you they are.
Someone truly said that Words cut deeper than a knife. Especially when that knife is held by someone who love or who you want to be loved by.
We humans no matter how tough we pretend to be need attention and love. Some need little while others come with a higher maintenance. The real star is the one who gives light to others but never steals someone else's show. Let's be successful together shall we ?
My little hearts don't let anyone tell you your worthless. That you are not a worthy cause. Your not a problem your heart is the solution to mine ❤
Those little things that they say to make you explode. To make you cry are little bubbles of Carbon Dioxide. And in order to stay away from bursting out you need to break your bubble a bit. Take in a deep breath in of oxygen. Tell yourself that they are creating a mirage of things that your not and the oasis is something you need to create by telling yourself that you are perfect.
I love u
Ello lil sparkles!!
Since my last blog post my week has been great if not perfect. Have I had no problems?..Absolutely NOT. Have I had enough sleep?Definitely NOT. Do I feel like a zombie ? Maybe. Have I achieved all my goals ? NOT yet. But I did manage to make my best friend smile. I managed to complete a lot of my physics and chemistry assignments. I made my dad and mom happy because I worked hard. I made my self content because I was super productive at least from my point of view.
For somebody else my little goals might be insignificant. For the next person I must have worked too hard. But for me I just about did enough. In the end of the week I’m better than what I was last week. I know more about rotational motion.. I know that I was the cause of my best friend’s happiness. I definitely contributed my little part to my parents hardwork.
My point being we can never achieve all our goals in a day. Over expectation will only bring in disappointment. Having little goals and sticking to it is just about enough. Knowing that you gave it your all is just about enough. Loving the tenny tinnny happiness that you get when you achieve success is just about enough. Most importantly embracing your unique sparkle thats floating around and understanding how bright you can shine is more than just enough.
So my lil sparkles know how bright you can shine so you don’t burn out. It will take time to reach your maximum potential but it will be all worth it. Achieving little by little till you reach your extreme point is More Than Enough
Lots of love
A mother wished her first born was a son
The dad wanted a ruler for his reign
The girl thought the hatred in their eyes was all a part of a game
The winner claiming the throne to the terrain
The prize that she really wanted was to be daddy’s lil girl again
We all are trying to fit into the puzzle called life. Constantly trying to be accepted …to get that special someone’s approval. We change who we really are to get accepted by society..friends and even our family.
Now let me ask you something. The parents that gave birth to you should be able to accept you for who you are. The friends who claim to love you should definitely be able to respect your choices and decisions without asking any questions. The society that displays banners suggesting equality for all should be able to accept you for who you are.
This world will constantly tell to change yourself to fit in. But the real gems are the ones who break their puzzle in their own significant way and showcase their inner sparkle. Do NOT search for people’s approval because who are they to tell you to follow the rulebook. These rules of the society were made by people so they can be broken by people too.
So my lil sparkles exceed your limits and realise that you don’t need to be a part of the game to be the winner. The throne was …is and always will be yours as long as you know where your kingdom lies 💕
Lots of love
He was my favourite dream
And dreams pop up in the dark
But this time the darkness wasn’t the night ,it was his soul
So I let the sunshine ☀️ wake me up ❤️️
TRUST a five letter word that can leave a mark on five generations straight. But if that’s a mark of loyalty,love and friendship or of hatred , disappointment and anger that’s something to only you get to decide.
I being one of those naive people who trusts people blindly or should I say trusted. This world already has so much hatred and hitler characters I refused to believe that the people around me were a part of this play. But this was too good to be true.
I learned that in a world of competition it’s human nature to break some bonds to create a new more beneficial relationship. If being number one means breaking someone trust seems right, right? You couldn’t be more wrong. Recently someone I knew got his heart broken by someone who completely didn’t deserve such a great person like him. I quote “I have stoped trusting everyone I meet. ” that’s what he told me.
Now I’m gonna tell you what I told him. This life is too short to waste yourself on someone who doesn’t deserve it but too long to spend it alone. And no matter how hard it is we have to start trusting people again cause…like oxygen surrounding yourself with people you trust is the only thing that won’t suffocate you.
Sparkle yourself with hope and stop having expectations from anyone. Cause all though the world has a lot of glitter not all of it can be yours. If you stop having high expectations then when someone does you good, you will be surprised but if someone does wrong you ,it won’t be as heartbreaking. Don’t set expectations , (I know I told you to think twice before trusting) but trust me life will be a lot clearer.
So who do you trust ? What your take on it ? Did anyone break your sparkle? Let me know in the comments below and I will try my level best to help you. And you don’t have to be worried cause I don’t know you to judge you. Also leaving my email ID down for anyone who wants to talk without being uncomfortable.